Rivulet

When I hear the word rivulet, I think of water or just being near it. I remember back in 2012 I join this Sabbath day church.

They always mention that if you need somewhere to talk, always go near the water like the lake, beach, pool or just by water period. I took their advice and tried it and it was always peaceful.

I felt like your mind was clear as day when you just sitting down by the water talking to your own self about your own problems in life. I realize I felt better after talking near the water. It was also cool seeing the random fishes jump out the water like they knew I was there and wanted to tell me that they was listening.

It always felt good being by the water, I even bought friends with me and told some to even try it and they all felt better afterwards.

I remember the first time I went on the boat, jet skiing, kayaking all in the same day in Orlando Fl, at this church member house. He also had a big pool with a waterfall in it and I can’t tell you how many times I jump from it lol. Fun times and I’ll do it again if I ever have the chance too

I also love to swim like I feel so much better under water. I also see it as a full body work out which was always good to me. I remember after high school throwing pool parties with my friends before our lives got busy.

I learnt over the years that being by the water is always a good thing, make sure you know how to swim too, just encase… you never know when you might fall in the water lol. This is my personal experience being by any water that I been around and I sure we had some good and bad experience with water but we’re still here to tell it. Hope you enjoy the read and have a great day

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Bestow

So far, this word means allot to me this year because I was honor by allot of people like at my job, home, friends, family and just life in general. I was also able to help them the best way I can.

Like this year I was honor by my job for this 110% group which is good news to me because I do try to work hard to make sure we don’t lose the contract and that also means I haven’t been late or miss a day of work and tons of overtime. They also choose me to compete for the best security officers in the state of Florida in my company. It’s a good feeling being recognized by the higher-ups.

I also help a couple of people out this year. That’s always a good feeling when you able to help someone. No matter what it is, seeing someone smile or being happy because you were able to help is always a good feeling. The world is cold and I feel like we need more good-hearted people walking this earth. I know they out there but they never get cheered for unless it’s a friend or family.

When I hear this word I just think of good things, either you talking about yourself or someone else. We can all help someone and someone can do the same for you. One thing I learn, you never know who watching you. You should always do a good job with everything you do in life. If you can help DO so, another happy life means a happy world if you ask me.

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Partake

I pretty sure that we all partake in everyday life activity’s. I try to partake in many events that I get invited to or hear about on Facebook.

I partake in family/ friends gathering’s because they can be fun. Partake in your kids life if you have some and maybe your little nieces and nephews.

Always try to partake in life because you’ll never know when it’s your last day.

Co-parenting

This is just a post about my honest opinion of co-parenting. My home-boy ask me earlier today of how do me and the mother of my daughter co-parent without any problems.

Simple… worry about yourself and try to be a great dad. Yeah, the breakup is going to be hard for you and her. Trust me, she is thinking about it more than you but that pain you both feel will slowly go away and that’s the good thing.

Soon you’ll start to see her more as a friend, you still stay care and love her but you know being apart is best for you and her. She may have allotted of goals she wanna achieve in her life and she is going to do what’s best for her and the baby and you should be doing the same.

You also need to understand the mom life and know it’s not easy for them and I mean all of them, they struggle with things that you don’t even know and they probably will never tell you. You shouldn’t be mad either, as long you there for your kid, that’s all she going to care about. Oh, take them to the park or movies and etc just have allowed her to take a break.

This is my own personal experience with me and the mother of my daughter. Yeah, we bump heads a few times but I had to come to realize she had my child and I shouldn’t be trying to stress her out. I became to understand her life with all the responsibility she has. I learn just to be there for the child, Yes I ask her if she okay a few times but I mostly call or text only about my daughter and that how it should be.

You’ll always care… well I hope you do but in the meantime just be a good friend and a perfect father.

Lesson learn

So, yesterday I was at work chilling playing this bleach game on my phone. I got a message saying my debit been charged $5.99. Now I know I didn’t make this charge but then I remembered I gave my little nephew my old phone and my Gmail was still log in.

My little nephew bought the game and probably didn’t know what he was doing. I was worry because I needed the money to get to work or a ride if I miss the bus. I also sadly gave a friend $25 which I shouldn’t have done but I was trying to impress but forgot all about myself.

I did a little research to see if I could get my money back and I find out I could. I’d to go to the order history and request refund or something like that. I found out that I’d 5 different charges on my Google account from a game my little nephew was playing.

Luckily I was able to refund every single one and was able to get $24 back which was great because that mean I was able to get to work and my little brother is paying me back my $10.

The lesson I learn was to always take care of yourself and no one else unless you’ve a family to care for. You never know what you’ve to pay or need money for and don’t try to impress someone when you barely have anything to your name.

Life is hard but it’s always a blessing to be alive, whoever you are, I hope you’re having a great day!

Letter to a friend #3

I wrote this letter to a very close friend of mines because she wanted me to cheer her up with my words… I guess she had a bad day So I wrote her this. Oh, I also name this sleepy beauty for her and she loved it.

You read the title correctly, sleeping beauty is what I going to call this one. It felt nice talking to you tonight, it was nice a dream come true or a prayer answer( and Yes I pray last night to talk to you more, don’t judge me lol, trying to think of more words to say. I don’t know what to say but there is something about you I can’t put my finger on. I feel like you’re a mysterious person who leave her mark on some many people that It’ll linger on that person forever. I’m that example, I notice when I talk to you, my body/mind/soul feels at ease. I notice that when I told you about my break up with my baby mama and I haven’t told no one that. Even though I’m not hearing your voice I can image hearing it in my thoughts(Plus I’ll always remember the sound of your voice) and I still love your singing voice. I can image being around you all time and I probably will never want to leave your side. I was really looking forward to talking to you on the webcam tonight, I’d have probably been nervous to even speak. Furthermore, I probably would have smiled the whole time gazing at your beautiful eyes( definitely when your glasses are off I swear you got this gazing aura around your eyes that will keep anyone glues to your face. I definitely remember that years ago). Also I wanted to tell say that you don’t have to get undress to talk to me on the cam your beauty, smile, eyes, your perfect skin tone, lips and your kind voice is all I need to enjoy when it comes down to talking to you. I do wish we could talk everyday and night, having said that I know it won’t happen because we both live different lives and I know you busy being a mother/ taking care of business in your personal life. I wanted to say Good Night and sweet dreams, I hope you have a good night sleep and I also love you with all my heart.

Like I said before in a post while back if you have the words to make someone smile, do it! and I hope everyone had a great night!

Aggressive

For the past couple of days, I have been playing this game called Fortnite Battle Royale. I always come in in the top 5 or even the top 2 and I always lose or die in some weird fashionable way and I hate it, I know I can win but I also notice one thing… I wasn’t aggressive enough.

I’ll sit there and wait in a brush and will hear you coming but I won’t kill or shoot at you. Even in the top 10 when building, hiding, and getting kills are important but you also have to move quietly so no one won’t detect you. During the match, you better farm some wood, metal, or bricks because of those materials become important at the end and you need those so you can build a good base for protection which I don’t do. But I learned I should.

I also learn I just need to go for the win, I’ve to stop sitting around and watching people battle around me when I know for a fact I can probably get a win or two or even some kills to add to my score. I notice I play too cautious as in I watch me every move which you should but at the end of the game when it’s 5 people left who all want the same goal as you and that’s to win for the very first time or just to win period, you must throw that out the window because it’s not going to help you.

One day I’ll win at this game because I know I can, I just have to DO IT! Be aggressive and take anyone out in your sight! just like in real life. Do what you can to be successful because while you at home relaxing, somebody already taking your opportunities while you wait.

Today #3

For some reason, I’m in a good mood today. Actually slept pass 9 today which is good. I’m always waking up at 7 or 8 for no reason. Took a nice morning walk to the family dollar store to get some cash for the bus and that was a pretty good walk. The weather is nice because of the cold front we had like 2 days ago and it rains like hell on those 2 days. My little brother had a job interview this morning and I’m happy for him and that means I’ll have the place to myself again.

Oh yeah, my daughter is teething again, might be a baby wisdom teeth but I guess we will see… I’m supposed to be taking her to the park but that may be canceled. Hearing her voice on the phone made me happy again, even tho she in pain. she still finds time to play or talk about random things, for a 2-year-old she sure knows allot.

I go to work soon and I feel like today is going to be a good day. It’s usually not busy on Tuesday but let me stop before I jink myself. Today I’m requesting some days off in June for the family reunion that will be held in Virginia and I’m so happy about that because it’ll be my first time ever there and I’m really can’t wait. It’ll be also be going on a plan, I’m a little worry but I’m ready.

To whoever reading this I hope you’re having a great day today!

Letter to friend #2

While I was playing Fortnite and scrolling through Facebook, I notice one of my friends was feeling down. It looks like a bad break up and her heart is broken. I honestly wanted to cheer her up with some words or at least make her less sad. This is what I wrote her–>

Oh yeah, if you have the words to make someone smile do it! It’ll definitely make their day!

You know I never met a heart like yours my friend, a heart like yours belongs to someone who can handle it and willing to protect it no matter what. You deserve to be love, care for, at all times.  The right moment will come when you meet someone patient enough to endure with you. Someone to hold your hand tightly when they out with you. A heart like yours should belong to someone who will be healed enough with the good spirit to understand and value you enough to see you as a priority. A heart like yours belongs to someone who will love you until the end of time and who is willing to keep your heart safe. A heart like yours belong to someone who was born to handle it and I feel like that heart belongs to YOU! Only you can protect your heart and heal it. You don’t need anyone to love you as long you love and care for yourself. Life too short to worry about bad guys when you’ve allotted good things going on in your life.

She texts me back said this was the sweetest thing someone wrote me in a while! thank you so much! Even though it’s almost 4 in the morning and I should be going to sleep but I feel like I’m not. May read more blogs or might play a game on my phone. Anywayz I hope ya’ll enjoy the read. Have a great night!

Why?

Me and my best friend was at the beach chilling having a conversation and this what happen. Before you read, I hope you having a good day…well Monday… But I just hope you’ve a bless day.

So last night when I return home from work, my best friend call me around 1 in the morning and ask if I wanted to hangout at the beach? I was like sure but you know we can’t park at night in the parking lot right?. She said I know and that is why we going to walk halfway there. I didn’t mind, I reach my goal of 6000 steps so it was cool walk because of the breeze. Before we walk back to her vehicle. We sat down on the sand and talk. It stop raining couple of hours ago, so the stars was outstanding and we had a better view because we was by the water with no street lights and etc. She notice my movements and ask was I high? I was going to lie and say no but I was truthful and said yes… I ask her Why? She ask me do I need to smoke before heading out every time? I said no. The last question she ask was why do you smoke before you leave the house? Like I really wanna know? If you have a answer because most of y’all don’t.( Her other friends). I told her this… I myself feel more relaxed just smoking. I don’t know why I do it. All I know I’m more happy, calm, aware and more people friendly. I even notice I laugh allot more than I do. She ask me but do you have to smoke? I thought about it for a minute and told her NO I don’t. She smile and said at least you can be yourself without the weed. My friend don’t mind the weed smoke, she also do it occasionally, she more of a drinker.

You can ask me what I learn from that night and this is my answer. I feel like my friend was trying to tell me you don’t need to smoke or do any type of drugs just to enjoy yourself when you out in public. If people can’t accept you just for you then you don’t need them as friends. I totally get what my friend was telling me without her saying the words. You can always have fun enjoying life while sober and don’t allow someone else to tell you other wise. Be free and live for you. Life is short so have fun!