You’re a human who cannot be transformed into what they want you to be. You’ll not change yourself to comfort their needs and if you do, then just leave.
It’s completely simple. If you cannot be free in every characteristic of your life with them then you’re not the type to share any aspect with them at all.
You’ve to be drained of people coming to you for an opportunity but with conditions on things that they’ve never been about.
Freedom is everything and you shall never stop respecting yourself.
Admire the moments you’ve alone and just learn how to be isolated. Having someone to love is always good if it the right love but never hold back your love because of your past or just people.