Wondering

Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.

Words 4/25/21 #2

We all have haters, but just let them hate they can’t do nothing to us.

-Random words from my Facebook

Words 4/25/21

Just keep moving forward and don’t give a shit about what anybody thinks. Do what you have to do for you.

-Random words from my Facebook

Words 4/24/21

Don’t play with someone’s feelings, you may win the game but you will surely lose someone.

-Random words

Words 4/24/21

You gotta be careful about who you share your energy with. People wanna be your friend and be connected to you because your energy is dope. They don’t wanna support you, they just wanna drain you. Get rid of that fake love, you’ll feel better.

-Random words from my Facebook.

Words 4/23/21

Everything is a joke nowadays. I jus don’t pay the ignorance no mind.

-Random Words

Words 4/23

Hey! How y’all been? My life have been busy and tiresome lately and let be real. I was just to lazy to post lol but I got a little time to share some words today.

Control what you can control. Don’t lose sleep worrying about things that you don’t have control over because, at the end of the day, you still won’t have any control over them.

-Cam Newton

Have a wonderful Friday!

Happy Easter 4/4/21

Got like 5 minutes to post before I clock in.

Happy Easter to all!!!

Be eazy and block them negative vibes out and make sure you’ve a very positive day. Because only you can allow someone to ruin it.

Be safe folks

-My Words

Words 4/3/21

After one has been in prison, it’s the small things that one appreciates being able to take a walk whenever one wants, going into shop and buying a new paper, speaking or choosing to remain silent. The simple act of being able to control one person.

-Nelson Mandela

Random Words 4/3/21

Watching random videos while smoking my bowl, I heard some words that I like.

Always do your best to learn you, because you’ll never be somebody else.

-Agent 01

Words 4/2/21

Inspiration is one thing and you can’t control it, but hard work is what keeps the ship moving.

Good luck means, work hard. Keep up the good work!

-Kevin Eubanks